Sometimes those people that you think are the closest to you are the best people but come to think of it. Actually, those that are not close to you are those that treat you the best. Maybe those are strangers therefore they take pity of you and think you are harmless therefore they are good to you.
Don't know, I guess those long lost old friends/strangers are the people to relay on when you are down and out. But I don't know how to trust people now. I know that this mentality has already make me piss alot of people and those people also start to distant themselve away from me.
Anyway, I think I will get use to it when time comes.
Trust no one but yourself >.<