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Saturday, July 31, 2004

I just came back from the NDP Preview. It was kinda fun and enjoyable. I had alot of modes. Happy, touching and sad.
Happy is that there is so many people having fun with me. Touching that this is the first I a big celebration. Sad is that the fireworks that I took did not turn out well as the lighting poles block the beautiful display~
We left the house quite early as Weiling said that there is quite a number of people there waiting for the parade. So we manage to persude my father to drive and my mother told him the location to park as she did her homework. After we got there, we walk to the stadium. There were alot of people wearing red so we just tag along so that we wont get lost. It was people mountain people sea at the stadium. The choirs sang before the real thing start and Emcees trying to let us get into mood. We cheer and sang along the process. I think going there to watch is much nicer then the photos that I took. The fireworks were spoil!!! Anyway, I will try to take it at Marina tomorrow. After the whole thing had ended, we walk a very long way to the carpark. We pass by a food center and sat down to have our dinner before we go home. We had cooked food, quite nice I guess I cannot ask for good food at such an hour.
Actually, I must thank Baby and his mother for giving us the tickets so that we can go and watch as a family. It is nice to go out again as a family after so long and I really hope my parents enjoy themselves. Now I am loading the photos so maybe your can check it out later...
I have so many things to do now. I need go and shower first, change my bedsheet and pack my stuff for tomorrow. And the most important thing.. I need to organise my stuff so I will know what to do on Monday as I will b handling the work undependantly on that day.
Haiz~ what a busy ... >.<

=>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<==>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<= @ 10:59 PM

haiz~ I don't know what to say and how to update my blogs now. The feeling I have is alone because of my job I seems to be cut out from the world. I don't seems to know what is happening and how my friends are doing. I really have no time to keep track. I wakes up when the sun is almost rising and I came back when the sun is almost setting.
This coming Monday will be the day I do all the things by myself. As usual, I still feel left out. But what to do.. Life needs to go on and everything takes time.. I hope I will be accepted one day =/
Need to restart the PC now... >.<

=>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<==>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<= @ 1:52 PM

Monday, July 26, 2004

GoodBye GunBound~ GoodBye Slacking~ GoodBye Freedom~
Today is the first day of work, I was there early but the HR is too busy to attend to me. So I waited.. About 10+am he attend to me and told me about the benefits and rules and he also brought me around. I think all my colleuges are ok, but I still find that I am abit out of place. I guess all this need time. One of them birthday is today and they bought a cake to celebrate her birthday. I tried to absorb as much as I can as I am replacing the current girl as she is going back to study. She is going to SIM and study. She is the same age as me but she is studying in NYP, Marketing. I kinda look down on myself I think. I must try not think in that way because I am going to work for a year or two and go back and study again. I can do much better then her!!!
I don't know. I have been very bad to Baby lately as I keep throwing temper at him. I don't know what's wrong also. My mood has been rowdy, I find that he only ask me what I do and what I eat. We seldom really sit downa and tok cok now. I guess we are all busy now..
I hope tomorrow will be better.. >.<


=>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<==>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<= @ 9:21 PM

Sunday, July 25, 2004

If he did not ask that question things would still be the same. But after that question, everything change, I start to think and question myself. Why am I doing all these? I did all these for whom? In the past I have an answer, but now? I don’t know. I can sense it that the feeling is back again. Living in a world.. Doing things myself and solving problems on my own. I think I am suitable for this kind of life or maybe I am fated to live this kind of life. Lost..

=>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<==>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<= @ 12:37 AM

Saturday, July 24, 2004

I don't know what I want. I really start to think when he ask me something. I think I don't love him..
Still thinking..

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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Woo Hoo~ Finally!!! After 1 and a half months of slack, somebody is willing to employ me. They called me in the morning and said that I am offered this job. So happy, I am a assistant product executive. My mother think it is cheap labour as it is 8:30am-6pm and the pay is like $1300. 
I think I will just work and see where I carry on from there bah..
I hope good luck from now on~ >.<

=>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<==>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<= @ 2:58 PM

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Oooo~ It's Tuesday and I am still jobless =( Saturaday, I went for Lyn's Birthday and after that I Koonthye, Weiqiang and I went to orchard for a short walk. While on our way there, Junwei gave us a call and said he will be joining us because his NDP just ended. So we sat down and discuss do we want to catch the King Arther the next day or some other day. Before I say anything, I dig Junwei's NDP bag and see what are the goodies in there. Actually nothing much even if they gave a thick booklet of discount voucher. So finally, we decide to watch the movies on our own as the time is not suitable for each of us. I am glad that he is feeling now. =)
Sunday, I met Baby to watch King Arther. He seems to be kinda moody but what to do.. He did not have enough rest but still wants to come out with me =/ I try to disturb him the whole day by tickling him. Which I think it is worst as he tickles me even more =( Anyway, the movie is not so nice as there is no story line and alot of fight and the tactics is good thats all. After the movie, we went to Taka to look around. We tried the oyster mee sua and the hot and spicy soup, nothing special. I find that we waste money. For dinner, I finally brought him to try the XO Yu Pian Mee Fen. I think he likes it alot, as he was eating his face start to turn red. I guess it was the XO. =) He send me home and at the same time help me to edit my report for the NYAA and bundle the gameboy and turtle tank home. His turtle has a new home now. Hehehe.. I think my parents pamper him too much also. He was to borrow the gameboy and play my mother say can.. So unfair. Humph~
Yesterday, I went for my interview in the morning. I waited quite long to be interview as I think he was busy. When I was having my interview, he ask me alot of stuff and ask me what post I did in the camps. I find that I told him alot of stuff and it was the first time I said so much. Anyway, I ended up being late. Lucky! Baby was playing the gameboy. So we went to Sembawang and catch Brotherhood and have lunch. After lunch, I saw my cousin. She was having her lunch there also, so I went up to say Hi. Brotherhood is actually equals to rotton.com as it is so bloody freaking gross manz.. With those maggots on the tummy, the hands, legs and brains being blast off. But overall the story line is nice, it is better then King Arther.
I am still too lazy to load the gallery. >.<

=>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<==>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<= @ 2:19 PM

Friday, July 16, 2004

Wow.. I didn't know that blogspot has new stuff. I wanted to go Astro today but to think back, there is nothing much for me to do anyway. So I finally, manage to redesign the outlook of this webbie. I hope it won't look so compress. It your find it cramp do let me know, Thanks!
Yeah! Baby got an off on Monday. But I receive a call to go for an interview on that day so maybe after the interview I would go and catch Brotherhood with him =)
I am sorry Yen that I did not manage to get the 5566 tix for you. I went out once I wake up. When I got there, I saw the sales man keeping the stuff and I went up to ask if there is anymore tix. He said is all sold out.
Off to eat.. >.<

=>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<==>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<= @ 8:03 PM

Thursday, July 15, 2004

I have been kinda busy lately. That is also why I have not been blogging. I was busy loading pictures and creating a photo gallery. It is still in the process now. Last week, I went for an interview. There is still no reply now. I spent some quality time with Baby also as he got off on Tuesday. We went to get him some berms and we watch Spidey, felt sorry to Koonthye as we promise to watch it with him but we cannot wait for so long.
I recieve letters from NP to go back for my graduation but I am still considering and NYAA to go for my Gold award interview.
I am afraid that I never get any CCA award as I retain and then I am afraid I might flop my interview and never get the Gold award. It will be a waste of time if I never get anything at all. Haiz.. I must not always think so negatively!! POSITIVE!!
Tomorrow, I need to run some errand for Yen. I hope I can get the tickets for her. YOU OWE ME ONE!!!!
Off with the photos again... >.<

=>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<==>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<= @ 9:45 PM

Saturday, July 10, 2004

It seems kinda late now. I just felt like blogging after I heard Fen Lie on the radio. I can't sleep the past few nights. I have no idea why. I suddenly have this feeling of being alone and going away.. go a place where nobody knows me. Sit there for one whole day and think.. think where I want to go.. think what do I want. I have no idea of what I want now. I felt like sitting here all alone and rot.
Don't ask me why I have this feelings, I have no idea also. Like what I say, I don't know. I don't know what is wrong with me. Or maybe I know but I just don't want to face it again.
I hope that this feeling will go away..

=>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<==>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<= @ 1:12 AM

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

I am feeling kinda unstable now. Unstable, not the meaning of that, but I am feeling sleepy and tired but don't feel like sleeping now. I look at all the blogs of some of my friends and browse through my friendster. My mood is kinda good today so I started to add people that I see and I know to the friendster. I browse through the AF2004 photos taken by Junhao and it was well taken. Nice job dude!
I think my years in astronomy is that I am always harsh on people. I am trying to be nice to them now but I think it is a habit of mine that now people don't really get use to my goodness. So I guess I should face it that I am like this and try to control more of my temper. I think I still feel bad at scolding some of them during AF2004.
O ya! This reminds of the stuff I still own Ah San that I must send now before I forget.
Erm.. Dan? Do you think I am a K-Poh? I think it is weird, I always ask you this and you always say that.. Try not to interfere too much lor.. Manz.. I need something to occupy myself. I am too free liao =( I am so scare that I will become like that Senior that everybody runs away when his name is mention.. =/
Wah.. it is so late now. I think it has been very long since I last slept so late. I think I shall log off now.
Till then folks. >.<

=>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<==>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<= @ 2:06 AM

Monday, July 05, 2004

Today, I went for Advance thoery class. It seems to me that it is the very first class that I attended after 8 months. It is so long ever since I left my mother's office and be so lost and jobless =( My mother is at home today. She looks so sick and have a heavy heart. It pains to see her like this =(
Yesterday, I went to Baby's house and finally we manage to complete the Planetsphere Puzzle that he has been struggling for months. Now he can't pester me to go his house and do the puzzle.. YEAH!!! Whahaha~ But all thanks to him that the puzzle is completed. THANK YOU BABY!!!
Saturaday was kinda bored. But luckly San Yi's grandson is here. I played with him the whole afternoon. It was not so boring for me at least there is somebody to spend time with. Hehe..
I think alot of people was shock that Greece won the match this morning. I guess the Greek Gods was blessing them.
"Is there no one?" >.<

=>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<==>Life IS too PRofounD aNd CANNot Be SuM uP in MeRE WoRdS<= @ 4:18 PM

Saturday, July 03, 2004

Erm.. It seems like all his weekends is burn. I thought that after his platoon sergent course, things will get better for us. He can save his money for Uni and then we can spend more time to go to places that we want to go. BUT~ Haiz.. NDP.. Everything was so last minute and then he is like a newbie in his unit as he just went back after his course and then everybody push all the job to him as he is new. So he has to do 2 duty for this month and book out only on Sunday morning and book in on Sunday night. Haiz.. So rush.. Bo Bian.. What to do...
I hope I can get a job soon so that I won't complain so much and disturb him so much and think so much and slack around so much. But what to do.. I think I look like a kid that's why nobody wants to employ me. They think I can't do stuff. I just need a chance, just give me a month and I can prove to your that I can work like all normal staff. Wait till I get my spectacles -0.0- Humph~
Keep burping again.. No idea why also, I swear I never touch those soft drinks today. My tummy hates me =/
I hope time passes by fast..

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