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Sunday, February 29, 2004

Meaning of Love

What is love? Love is a word that cannot be answered

It just come without knowingly

Caught you unaware...

And full of surprises

Once got caught, you will just sink deeper...

Deeper...

And if you miss that chance and let it go...

You have to blame yourself and no one…

Because it might never come back again...

Therefore, cherish that one and understand he or she…

Before its too late…

But if they are truly made for each other...

Fate will bring them back together again... Like Us

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Saturday, February 28, 2004

This morning we met for breakfast =) and then we went to catch Cold Montain. The show was nice he rated it 4.5 out of 5 and I thought it was not bad. We actually find that the show is quite similiar to us as we started off not knowing each other too well and we find that even we didn't talk much and see much we find that there is a link between us. I think this is what we call Fate?
After the movie we went to John Little, thinking that it is time he get new berms but he said that it is fine. Maybe get it when there is another sales. Later we walk down to cathay thinking to catch another movie but the time slot doesn't suit us and we went to Pasta Mania as I own him a Banana Dessert. He still prefer the Banana Dessert at Funan as it gives more chocolate topping.
When we are done with the dessert we went over to Kino at Taka and meet Junwei as he wants to get something for Gerald Birthday. He suggest to get a book similiar to mine but I think he won't like it. So I suggest to get him toys as he likes toys more. As he was with Weikang, Gerald's poly friends, the both of them decide to go and look for toys. I pass him some money to chip into Geralds Birthday present as Baby and I have other plans. I bought a pencil case and comic at Kino. And we proceed to Perlinis as there is sales. He bought two chain, one for me and one for him. The sad things is i thing history repeats itself again, after I got home and wore it I realise that a small part of it is thinner then the rest of the part therefore I have to be EXTRA careful with the chain before it breaks again.
For dinner we went over to DKNY. The food was not bad and the funny part is that they don't accept NETS and we have no cash so he have to go all the way to the ATM to draw cash. I find it kinda embrassing as we know that we are going to have dinner we shoud carry more cash I should not spend all my cash >.< THe dinner was filling and I really spend my whole day with him and I thank him for spending his day with me =)
My brother is angry at me now as he can't use the PC as I keep bugging him =( I just don't understand why he can't let me use when he has been playing the game the whole day =/

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Friday, February 27, 2004

I got 2 news! One good and one bad... the good one is Bui Bui got 17 for his Os~ The bad news is that Baby have to be posted back to Tekong and be trained as a Sergent.
Anyway, I hope to spend my whole Saturaday with him as he books out tonight >.<

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Thursday, February 26, 2004

Wow!!! I just watched the way how Trista and Ryan planned and prepare their wedding. IT IS SO FREAKING COOL!!!! They wedded under the sky, their decors are all pink! Because the bride likes pink! The wedding dress has so many freaking carats. BUT the idea is that they love each other and they are so romantic. Especially the groom as he really make an effort to prepare something that the bride will like it! I hope that they stay happy forever >.<
It's a pity that we are poor =(
Just kidding! MUST BE CONTENTED WITH WHAT I HAVE!!!! But I guess all girls wants to live in a fairy tale land that anything or everything can happen to us =) I guess I'm dreaming too much. It's time for bed, Nights everybody! Zzzz~

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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

Hello, I am still at the office. I just attended an interesting talk by Gek Hwa. She told me that there are 32 or 34 realms in this world and we belong to the middle class. Above us there are alot of teachers(different gods like say Jesus so on and so for..) they are just teaching us the rights and the wrongs. Different temple have different outlook as they belieive in different things and the way they design has their meaning to it. Take for example, why there are dragons in the chinese temple.
And there is one thing she said which I belive alot, that is Kharma. Which means that if you do people good you will be awarded but if you do bad you will be punished. Hehe.. She says that she will lend me a small hand book on the small and little stuff that people don't realise but actually it makes a big difference if we think deeper. I can't wait to see the book next Monday >.<
I hope my Baby grastric flu is better now. Just now he sound quite bad. I think he has sore throat =(

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Erm.. Wonder what are all my friends doing now.. It's lunch time for me so I can take a small little break.
I guess Peihui busy meditating in the library trying to find her WAYS in life. My Butt(Avon) slacking his way through and thinking that how he wish that he can book out soon so that he can play his broadband.Suriati must be busy at the counter pulling her hair when the customers ask her funny question. Caiying tired and busy at the bar preparing food for her customers. I hope she don't cause any food poisoning. Hehe.. I'm just kidding ah.. Yanru busy giving kids tuitions. Gerald busy finding ideas on how to slack. Junwei busy with his training and thinking how to make himself feel more happier. Weiqiang busy looking for more people to scratch his cards. I wonder how was his leadership test, never mind I will ask him when I see him.
Last but not least, my Baby just sms me and told me that he is slacking now. So I'm off to make a call now.
Take care my friends >.<

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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

What a day! I download Gunbound and played at work tonight I hope that woman won't know and backstab neither me and my mother. She gives me a feeling that she is a backstabber. She smiles and say hi all this but behind our back, she is smiling sneakily. I just can't stand this people! They Sux big time! Anyway to play safe I uninstall it before I left the office.
My mother didn't call for taxi because she don't wish to incur the account. The both of us went out to get a cab. We waited for quite some time so my mother says, 'Never mind just call the cab.' I took out the handphone and dial the number. While waiting for the station to give us the license plate of the taxi, a taxi happen to come before they can give us a number and the taxi was about to show the 'busy' sign when I hurry my mother to hung up the hanphone. Once the handphone was hung up the taxi sign change to the available, so my mother and I deduce that the taxi was called by us but did not manage to accept the call. Whaha.. there goes his $3.40, I felt abit bad actually.
Anyway tomorrow will be another day =) SmileZ~

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Sunday, February 22, 2004

Wah! I can not imagine how can a person endure the pain of having their limbs broken! I can never endure such pain. The Newpaper today have an article on a girl that undergo the limb lengthening process. There were picture on her screaming and crying. I really respect her. She did all this so that she can look tall. She was brave enough to undergo all these. I'm glad that she is happy now. She don't have to stretch herself to got stuff and don't have to stand on the stool to brush her teeth. Her life is better now =)
One more week my Baby is gonna pass out and I hope he can get into a Unit that he likes. Today is our one year and one month anniversary, I wish that we can spend all the rest of our anniversary together in future =)
Ah Bui is going on interview this coming Wednesday. I hope he made it through because I don't want him to spend his whole life rotting at home and do nothing. He should go out and see the world >.< All the best to you, Bui~ Bui~

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Friday, February 20, 2004

They are real bitches! GOD DAMN BLOODY FREAKING BITCHES that are only good at playing âTai Chiâ which is pushing the blame around and then it still end up at the very first place where they started off. So what is the point of voicing it out? It would only make those people that need more time to waste time. There is no way to solve a problem when everybody is pushing the blame to someone who is smaller or weaker then them. They are bloody freaking lazy and selfish. They only want to enjoy and never care for their own fellow colluege! So what if you know everything? Can you help? No, you canât because you still push the blame to somebody else. So whatâs the freaking answer to everything when you canât help at all!

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Tuesday, February 17, 2004

I came back early today. There was nothing much that I can do. She made a mistake and my mother has to figure it out before I can key in anything. My mother is in the office. I'm very proud of her determination and never say dies attitude. I'm very sad for her as she can never enjoy. She look so haggard these days and so tired. I'm trying my best to help her in what I can. I bought back dinner when I was on my way home. I bought MacDonalds' Big Mac for the my brother and myself and I'm cooking porriage for her now.
Ah Bui is very good boy today. He really vaccum and mop the floor today. My mother and I felt very bad. We have no time for him and we hardly communicate now. I'm worried for him. I don't want him to be alone at home. I know how it feels to be alone at home. That's why I told my mother I go back to company him today.
Baby is not going to call me today. He is having his out field training again. We argued abit last night because of small things. He thought that I meant to be serious but it was just partially and I was trying to hint to him that he has become less sensitive towards me now. I guess he is too busy and tired and I was just being demanding and busy with the work. I hope he is doing fine now. He said that he dont feel like going. I hope he was not that affected by me yesterday =(

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Monday, February 16, 2004

Haha.. Yanru gave me flowers today =) It's birthday cum Valentine Day presents. It is so sweet of her even if we never contact much. My brother went to help me to collect it. She say my brother is very "dao". Haha.. i told her expected as the both of us is a contrast =S
Her handicraft is good.. very good. She bought the flowers and wrap it up by herself. I think next time i buy flower and ask her help me wrap. Hehe.. I hope she won't mind.
I just receive a call from my good friend. She patch things up with her boyfriend. I'm very happy for her and hope that they will be happy together =) Happy Three Years Anniversary to the both of you >.<

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She is gone...
She didn't even said good bye...
She just called and said that she has a better job offer and left..
HOW CAN SHE DO THIS??? HOW CAN SHE BE SO HEARTLESS AND IRRESPONSIBLE???
I look at my mother. From her look, I can see that she is disappointed, angry and sad. My mother gave her another chance to let her stay. My mother thought that she can help her but my mother was wrong. Actually, we are all wrong. I feel so useless and helpless. I can't help my mother much. I'm not doing accounts. I'm just a engineering student. All my mother life, she has been struggling with her job. Whenever she finish settling some of her account problems another problem appear. Her life is tough... very tough.
I'm sad... very sad =(

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Sunday, February 15, 2004

Yesterday was Valentine Day~ This is the first time I celebrate it with him. Last year he was in UK. He felt guilty so he treat me to Billy Bombers this year. The food was not bad but it is not as good as last time. I think I own him a lot of treat. I keep telling him, this food is nice and that food is nice, end up we eat something else. I think it is time I plan to decide what other nice food to eat for the rest of the whole year. Hehe.. I think I am abit exaggerating =) Anyway, I am glad that he is with.
I just enjoy his company. Even if, we just sit there and look into the sky and not talking is good enough. Just enjoy each other presence >.<

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Friday, February 13, 2004

Yeah~ my Baby is back from field trip! I can't wait to see him tomorrow! Anyway, I'm off to play my favourite game, GUNBOUND!!!! Whahahaha~!~!
I wish an early...
» Happy Friendship Day to all my friends
» Happy Valentine Day to all my couple friends
» I Love You, ????!

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Thursday, February 12, 2004

Haiz.. I'm in the office now. I'm having fucking low morale now!

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Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Hehe.. I finally know how to do my webbie~ The past few days I'm not that busy and I get to go home quite early(8pm). This morning I ate prawn noodles for breakfast and McSpicy Double meal for lunch! Yummy~!~! >.< I was very sleepy and tired during work today. I went to the toilet a few times to keep myself awake.
When I'm done with my work, I went to my mother's Regional Finance Manager to ask her about her volunteer work. I'm really interested in taking this up as my community service and hope to carry it on in the future too. I just check the website also and it has all the information that I need. But I need to speak to Baby and see what he thinks about it and I need to consider what happens if I have to go oversea to study. I really do hope that I can stay in Singapore to further my studies. I can do so many things when I am here. >.<
Tonight he didn't call me, he is having his field trip training. I hope he is doing fine. Yesterday, he was having combat training and accidentantly twisted his arm =( I hope he won't aggregate the painful arm.
NitezZ... My bed is calling for me...

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Saturday, February 07, 2004

Finally, I can sit here and blog. It has been 3 days since I last wrote a blog. The past few days I was busy. On Wednesday and Thursday I worked till 10pm and then yesterday I went to meet my Baby as he has 4 hours of book out so we met at Jurong Point. And I came back at 10pm, I was really tired the last few days but whenever I see my Baby I don't feel really tired =) I feel happy! And I feel happy to spend my every moment and time with him. Today movie(Touque) was nice. The effects and the way they film it is similiar to "Fast and Furious". For those that like "Fast and Furious" maybe ypur won't mind to do and watch it =)
I got my SAT results yesterday, I was kinda sad with the outcome as it is not what I expect. My mother keep telling me to take it easy and tell me to give it a try to see whether can apply into local University, because no harm trying. If cannot I guess I have to sit the plane and fly over to Australia. I really don't feel like going. If I go, I have to do so many things to do and I won't be around for 2 years. Nobody to go out with me during weekends, nobody to nag at me and I will feel to lonely and lost. And most importantly, think about how much my parents have to fork out to support me =( I'm afraid that if I go australia and further my studies I can't give good results, I would be disappointing so many people.
Haiz.. I guess I need attention or maybe I relied on my Baby and mother too much. I don't know. No matter what I will give it a try and my very best try to get into local University =D
Tomorrow I had to go and pull my last wisdom tooth =(

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Tuesday, February 03, 2004

I was suppose to work today but I am too weak. This morning I woke up and went to take the MRT with my mother. As usual, after we stop over at clementi I went to get a burger. While waiting for the chartered bus outside Macdonald, I suddenly felt unwell. My forehead turned cold and I gave out cold sweat. My mother ask me what happen when I squatted down. I told her I am not feeling well. She said, Don't wait for the bus. We go and see a doctor now. But I insisted that we wait 4 the bus, I don't want her to be late and then when I usually had these symptoms I will be alright after I vomit or shit.
After I got to the office, I immediately went to the toilet. After I got everything out, I think it was unwise to stay in the office. I don't wish to give my mother problems. So I told her that I think I should go home and rest. She told me to take a cab home. I did what I was told and I was glad I did it. Because when I was about to reach home I felt terribly unwell again. Once I got home I went to the toilet and vomit and I felt much better. I guess I had too much acidic in my stomach and I did not have enough sleep so tonight it is a must for me to sleep early.
I'm so sorry for giving her problems this morning =(

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Monday, February 02, 2004

Yesterday was a very tiring day! I woke up at 9 plus because I have to go and "Bai Tai Shui". Before we go and pray we ate brunch at Toa Payoh Market. The prawn noodles there is very nice and the teochew bao was nice too. I bought a few bao for Baby coz he just woke up only. After we went to pray, my father drop me off at Sim Lim Square because I need to get some batteries. When I met Baby there, he gave me a very nice surprise! he bought me the turtle pendent that I have always wanted. It is so sweet of him! So Cute~!~!
Baby and I went everywhere looking for the shop that sell cheap rechargable batteries that we saw that day but it did not open. So sad~ =( So we decided that we get it next week instead. So from Bugis we walk over to Suntec, we past by Shaw House and there was a sport connection shop so we went in to take a look as I was thinking of getting a new bag. But I end up getting myself a new pair of sandels cause the belt of my sandels came off the third time. It's so old and lousy now. I'm too lazy to glue it back also. The best thing is that I got 10% discount because of his safra card. I save $3. Hehehe.. It's not that I am stingy with money but I can use this $3 and buy more tidbits for myself. Hehehe.. :8
Finally, we were at Suntec. We went to find out where is the Mars Exhibiton held at and went there to take a look. After looking at the exhibit, we went 4 an early dinner as we plan to go to the "chun dao he pan" and walk. We ate and Tony Romas~ =) the potatoes skins were nice and crispy and the ribs were well grilled. All this cost less then 50 bucks for 2 person. I think it's rather worthwhile.
Wow! The crowd at the "chun dao he pan" was like crazy! It's so cramp and messy. The rides there was so expensive! One token cost $2.50 and the cheapest ride cost about 3 token and the most expensive token cost about 10 token! I think I can go and rob a bank! We didn't stay too long as it is so messy so we left after we walk one round.
Anyway, I was glad that he enjoy himself yesterday before he book in today and I want him to stay happy always =) He happy, I happy! Hehe..

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Sunday, February 01, 2004

Like what I said, I'm gonna wake up late today and I really did. I woke up at 12pm and got ready to go out. I was quite surprised and glad that Ellis, Yinling and my Shifu(Shihmin) came for the KTV session wif us today. It's been a long time since we all last met and it's so good to see them doing fine and getting along well with their life. I really do hope to see them more often =) After that I have to leave early and go to my Baby 's house. We sat there the whole evening trying to figure out what is wrong with the border of the puzzle. There were improvement in the process of it, as there were similiar pieces of the puzzle so we have to redo part of it. Boring~
People please note this: 1000 pieces of puzzle is not an easy task to complete. After that I join his family to "lao yu sheng". Dinner was nice as his mother cook very nice porriage! The porriage was very smooth! Very very nice! Hehehe.. After dinner, I went home.
Once I got home, I went to wash up and unpack my stuff and open up the present that Angeline got for me. We don't usually goes out or contact each other, but she actually remembers my birthday. I really appreaciate it. Thanks Angeline ;) I was busy online and forget and miss Band of Brothers. No wonder my Baby is not online, only when I call him then I realise that I miss it. I'm thinking of buying the vcd, maybe if I can earn enough from doing part time clerk.
Erm.. I think I got to Zzz now. Tomorrow will be another long day for me. NitezZ -_-

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