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Friday, May 28, 2004

I just don't get it. I just don't understand. Why must this thing happen now. He lost his handphone again. He does not have much money now and he lost his handphone. If I found out which idiot jerk that took his handphone. I hope that somebody will punish him/her badly for stealing things.
I hope and pray hard that the handphone can be found. >.<

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Thursday, May 27, 2004

Actually, Baby got into NUS. I am very happy for him and I hope it is the course that he like to study and happy to study that course.
I just recieve the letter from NTU. They had rejected my application to study part time. I think my chances to study now is very slim. The part time is so difficult to get in, I can just give up the idea to study full time now.
Praying very hard >.<

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Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Actually, I think I should be happy if Baby got the letter of acceptance of I am worried whether it is from NTU or NIE because he wants to get into NTU course. I also hope he get into NTU course. I think NTU has a better prospect. I went for my interview today and I think I flop it. I told them my weakness. O manz.. I never phrase my answer properly also. Haiz~
I am feeling kinda weird as how the future will be now. I also don't want to stress Baby also. He also not so sure what is the letter about but just heard the letter is from NIE.
I hope the letter is from NTU >.<

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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

I am sitting here in front of the PC and thinking of things that happen in the past. It seems to me that it just happen yesterday. The bits and pieces just float into my mind.
I was always going to the hospital because I keep vomiting and my white blood cells are more then my red blood cells. My mother having the big tummy staying in the hospital with me. My first stitch on the chin when I was trying to act like superman. How nervous my granny was when I was bleeding furiously. The first day at school when I was in primary school. The sadness when my uncle die. How little girl looks like when she arrive to the world. How my eyes got swollen like a fish after I rub my eyes with sand. The first trip I had to Genting. The first operation I had on my nose. How little girl look like after she ate the eggs(whole body red.. whahhaha~) I getting scolding from Niang Niang. Little girl would give me a sweet when I cry. My brother bite his classmate because the classmate bit him(my mother teach wan.. whahaha) My mother's idea of letting me stay home with my brother so that I can catch the chicken pox from him, but that never happen. I got chicken pox from a friend in church insteat after 1 year. The first time I got my period. My fist time feeling so demoralise because of my form teacher who I think she hated me and I can't do anything but feel depress. The firs time I think I got luck when I mange to get into a secondary school.
Ok! Enough of primary school incidents, back to real life. I woke up quite late today. Luckly Ah Bui help me buy brunch if not I will just leave the house and go my cousin dental clinic to fill up the hole. I met Junwei and he pass me the Beauty and the Beast magnet. He wanted to make up for the lost birthday teddy that he promise me. I think he treated the teddy badly that's why teddy run away. After I fill my hole, I called Junwei and ask where is he as I don't feel like going home early. So I met him again and company him to Science Center again to buy the Ring and the EvenStar. He said he wants to keep it and give his future girlfriend. It's good that he finally think of moving on and not think of the past. We chatted quite alot. I think other then having Baby in my life, it is nice to still have a close friend like him. I think the both of us treat friends well and are loyal friends. He is a nice guy and I do hope he will find a girl that deserve him one day =)
Manz~ my leg is giving me problems again!!! >.<

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Sunday, May 23, 2004

Erm.. It has been a long long time since I last blog. I was busy studying for the basic theory, yesterday was the test. I went for the test and it is kinda wierd. I think I did all my answer correctly and havve confident I can pass this time round. But I am afraid that the same thing will happen like last time, I thought I can pass but end up I fail. I think forget it. I did my best already >.<
Today I gave Baby a surprise by appearing at his door step and then I gave him my favourite sqirtle soft toy so that he can look at it when he miss me. Hehehe.. Manz~ I am too childish!! Anyway, I hope he like this 1 year and 4 month anniversary gift =) Coz this is my one and only turtle soft toy that I like it very much. After that we went to meet Junwei and Joann for the Lord Of The Ring exhibition. It is kinda interesting and then we took some photos. I think Baby pamper me to much. He always buy me things that I like and then end up he has no money now. I really worry about what will happen when his National Service is over. He bought a sovenier at the exhibition and then he gave me a surprise by buying the ShenDiaoXiaLu animation VCD. I really hope his pay come fast then it will be enough to cover up all the expenses.
Guess what? My new member of the Yang Family is call Cheryl Yang, but I think they have not gave a chinese name yet. I was thinking of Yang Rui Er or maybe Yang Rui En or maybe anything that has Yang Rui something. I like the Rui coz it has a nice meaning. It means that it has foresight. Anyway, they never ask for opinion so it is best to keep my mouth shut =) Tomorrow, we will be going to visit her. I hope she is cute and chubby!!! Hehehe..
Off to chat with Baby >.<

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Friday, May 14, 2004

Finally!! After days of sturggling, I completed my NYAA report. Tomorrow will be a busy day for me as I need to submit my report in the morning and go attend a function with Baby and attend Cindy birthday at Pasir Ris Chalet. I hope I will have enough time to prepare my Basic Theory test because the test is in 1 week time =(
Time to take a break and play GB >.<

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Wednesday, May 12, 2004

FRIENDLESS

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Sunday, May 09, 2004

What a weekend! I think I only slept total of 3 hours? Yesterday night, I went for a night tour around Singapore with my mother's family. It is like a mothers' day celebration organize by the CDANS Country Club. It started at 7:45pm at the reception hall, we had buffet for the dinner and depart the place at 9pm. The first stop was a factory at Woodlands where people(suppliers) prepare 'Kwey', fishballs, curry puffs and packed changi nasi lemaks and many many breakfast goodie that are prepared for the hawkers. My aunts and dad bought some carrot cakes and curry puffs. We were looking forward to see how people roast the ducks but the factory will open after 12 midnight and at that time we must be at Changi Village, so we didn't get to see how people prepare the ducks. The next stop was Changi Village, I wanted to eat the international nasi lemak but then it was closed. Then I settled for the other store opposite it. I think the one opposite the it taste better then the one I always eat. I think I will eat it form that store from now on. After the supper, we went to look around and see where are all the 'Pretty Women'. I manage to see one and I really can't believe my eyes that they are even prettier then the real women that we see on the streets.
At around 12:45 we get back on the bus and preceed to the Changi Beach where people having overnight, fishing and gathering. I manage to take some videos of the plane flying. So cool~ Hehe.. After the stroll along the path, we went to the fishery port. It was an eye opener as there are so many fish around and the smell is like.. Whoofff~ Fishy!!! There were fishes that are still jumping and flipping around, there were the whole stingray. I never see the top of the stingray before and the top is white and the bottom is grey. My mother and aunts bought some frozen cod fish frm the nearby shop. I think I am going to have it later. Lastly to end the night tour was at the Pasir Panjang Wholesale vegetables centre where all the vegetables are and are sold in bulks, so to end off the whole trip my aunts and parents bought sweet potatoes and coconuts =)
It was a very long night. I got home at about 6:30am and woke up at 8:30am to meet Baby for breakfast and movie. I was like going through the feeling that I had for camps when I never sleep for nights. Lucky Van Helsing was not that boring and it was very exciting as every minute and every second something will pop up in front of you, so I was awake all the time in the cinema. After the movie, I went to do some shopping for his graduation dinner next week. And finally he bought me the frame to frame up the Beauty and the Beast jigsaw puzzle. I feel kinda bad as I didn't really help him complete the Celestrial Sphere puzzle and now he is almost done with it =/ Baby, I am sorry =(
After the shopping he send me home and the next time we meeting again will be Saturaday =) That day will be his special day, that day he will graduate from ASLC and he will be getting sliver biyounet? I don't know how to spell but this proves that he is one of the top few elite Corporal and now he is going to be a outstanding Sergent. I am so happy and proud of him =)
Tired and off to GB~ >.<

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Thursday, May 06, 2004

Baby was back at 1am on Tuesday moring. He called and said that he need to go back to Tekong and load all his stuff but he maybe possible to meet me in the morning later. So I went to buy tickets at Lido that morning. He bought me a cute tutle keychan that can move, a lover amulet and nice jacket that I can wear when it is raining =) the jacket is very nice and very useful. It is something like his jacket that he bought at UK when he was there. He also bought some food stuff for my family. I think Ah Bui will enjoy it =) Anyway, we had Ramen and we talk alot. There was so much to tell each other =)
After the lunch, we went to catch 50 First Dates. It was a funny movie. It was crappy too. Just imagine that they had to replay the situation so many times and her feelings for him is always rekindle. I think it is good also because the feeling will never die =) Baby was too tired and he fell asleep in the cinema =/ Poor Baby having those tough training and he was so sweet to meet me once he book out.
After the movie, we went to walk around and see if there is any clothe that I can wear for his graduation function. I think I'm too fat. I can't wear those clothes. It make me look fat =( Sigh.. I can't decide on what to buy and I need to go home and prepare for my dinner so he said he company and look for clothes the next day.
The next day we met and I finally decide to get the racer top and we went looking for the shrawl at city link because my mother said that she saw that it is cheap there. We walk down the whole link but we did not see such shop so maybe wait till his next book out and hope that I am free we may just get it from the Lim's Art at Holland Village. I really thank for his time spent on me for that 2 days =)
I want Laksa but it is raining heavily >.<

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Monday, May 03, 2004

Woo Hoo~ what a day! I walk from Clake Quay to Bugis. I met Junwei and Kwong Bin this afternoon. Junwei brought us around and see if there is anything that he can buy for Cindy. We went to this shop, I saw something that I think Baby will like it and he has been wanting it for very long. So eventually I bought it. At that very shop, I saw the Shen Diao Xia Lu ornument set and I went to ask how much. Wah!!! It's $65 leh!!! So expensive and then I don't have much to spare cause I bought the toy for Baby so maybe next time when I have enough money =( Junwei can't find anything suitable for Cindy so we walk all the way down to Bugis area where he never tell people his secret gift shop. Manz.. this gift shop really has alot of interesting stuff. There were posters and magnet for Beauty and the Beast. I wanted to get the Beauty and the Beast magnet but the last adult/classy version was bought by Junwei yesterday =( Haiz.. I left my number with the lady and I hope there is available one when the next batch come. I saw the poster but it is not I really wanted so I didn't buy the poster(wait till I got extra cash then buy.. hehehe..) I saw the Nemo magnet and then I got the squirt magnet. Hehe.. so cute =) I also bought a cup for Cindy's birthday. I hope she likes it. I think I have not been treating her nice lately. Anyway, never mind lah.. Don't wish to think so much now. After Junwei and I got our stuff for Cindy we went to Seiyu as Kwong Bin wants to buy something for his girlfriend as her birthday is tomorrow. After a few discussion he finally decided to get her the nice brotch. So I guess all of us bought somethings home after the shopping =)
Thanks to them for taking me today so I won't stay home and rot >.<

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Saturday, May 01, 2004

Finally, he sms me last night. So I guess it will still go on. Anyway, my mood was so so this morning. I wanted to go down Esplanade to take the fireworks but I was kinda unsure what time the fireworks will be let off and roughly where it will be let off. So I end up at home now. Actually the real reason is, I'm slacky =) I played GB the whole day but I still can't get my chief hair yet =( not even half way there.
I was chatting with my cousin also. I was kinda disturb when my aunite compare us. It's not that I'm unhappy but I find it kinda unfair on how they treated my family. I find that they are making use of us doing all the stuff. When they need us then they will look for us to help them. When we needed them, they would push the responsibility. I don't know what I said is how true but I find it in that way. I also find that if there is good things people will give it to them and then if it is second hand stuff or third hand stuff we will get it. I find it kinda unfair. I think for friends and family is the same thing. There is not much different. If they are rich and smart or people think they can make use of them, people would usually 'Po~' them and if they are average in everything, people can't be bothered with them or hardly talk to them.
I don't really blame them in how they see us now. I just want to vent my fustration on the blogs. But honestly speaking they are not that bad, they do treat me nice in the past and I thank them for taking good care of me and caring for me.
I guess I am useless now >.<

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