I don't know why. But I got this feeling that they have seen my blog and they know how negative my thinking is. They don't seem to be quite happy when they see me, I am tying to pull back the gap with them but it seems so far and difficult. Usually, when I sit beside them they will talk to me but then now it is so different. It is like there is a wall between us. No topics, no questions..
So COLD~... BrRrrrRRRrrr =/