Finally, he sms me last night. So I guess it will still go on. Anyway, my mood was so so this morning. I wanted to go down Esplanade to take the fireworks but I was kinda unsure what time the fireworks will be let off and roughly where it will be let off. So I end up at home now. Actually the real reason is, I'm slacky =) I played GB the whole day but I still can't get my chief hair yet =( not even half way there.
I was chatting with my cousin also. I was kinda disturb when my aunite compare us. It's not that I'm unhappy but I find it kinda unfair on how they treated my family. I find that they are making use of us doing all the stuff. When they need us then they will look for us to help them. When we needed them, they would push the responsibility. I don't know what I said is how true but I find it in that way. I also find that if there is good things people will give it to them and then if it is second hand stuff or third hand stuff we will get it. I find it kinda unfair. I think for friends and family is the same thing. There is not much different. If they are rich and smart or people think they can make use of them, people would usually 'Po~' them and if they are average in everything, people can't be bothered with them or hardly talk to them.
I don't really blame them in how they see us now. I just want to vent my fustration on the blogs. But honestly speaking they are not that bad, they do treat me nice in the past and I thank them for taking good care of me and caring for me.
I guess I am useless now >.<