Hmz... I suddenly felt very low mood. I know why but I think I am in the wrong so I can't push the blame to anyone. I think I have to try and learn harder on how to manage it and not to take it so seriously. If somebody is reading this, I hope your won't misunderstand and thinks that I'm low mood because of Baby as it is not his work of it. I guess it is true I must be happy first before I can make myself more happier. I must do it! I must take things easy and rationally and not trust people so easily therefore I can be happier this way >.<
Anyway, I guess this is how I see things.. It is always so dark and negative =(